Its 2330, and I can't sleep. I've got so much on my mind...its a wonder I ever sleep at all. Since being sick over the past year and a half, so much has changed. So here is my list for now:
1) I'm 85lbs lighter and I still feel huge.
2) I'm afraid that I'm not getting the nutrition I need.
3) I don't ever want to be hospitalized again.
4) My marriage seems to be on the rocks.
5) My kids seem to be growing up too fast.
6) Families should really think before they speak, things done in anger cannot be undone. Wounds once made will eventually fade, the scar however will always be there.
Christmas is fast approaching and I am so tensed. My mum, who has never steered me wrong says, "Give it all to God!" I'm so wrapped up in everything some days that it hard for me to remember that I don't walk alone and never will! I suppose the truth of it all is that I'm afraid, hurting, and just plain unsure...Its a good thing God is forgiving and accepts that I am human, and with all my frailness He knows that I am trying. In the end, it is what counts!
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